"I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough."
--The Notebook
Please take down the mistletoe Cause I don't wanna think about that right now Cause everything I want is miles away In a snow covered little town My momma's in the kitchen, worrying about me Season's greetings, hope you're well Well I'm doing alright If you were wondering Lately I can never tell
I know this shouldn't be a lonely time But there were Christmases when you were mine
I've been doing fine without you, really Up until the nights got cold And everybody's here, except you, baby Seems like everyone's got someone to hold
But for me it's just a lonely time Cause there were Christmases when you were mine
Merry Christmas everybody That'll have to be something I just say this year I'll bet you got your mom another sweater And were your cousins late again When you were putting up the lights this year Did you notice one less pair of hands
I know this shouldn't be a lonely time But there were Christmases when I didn't wonder how you are tonight Cause there were Christmases when you were mine
He buys me Tiff's Treats when I'm feeling down and Watch chick flicks with me (which SOME he likes woohoo!) and Let Gizmo&Gambit go pee at 4am, so I can sleep and Drops me off to my morning classes and Buys the groceries so I can study
and Tells me the truth and Goes to the mall with me, even though he's bored and I know it, because he's always playing a game on his cellphone when he waits and Let's me use the restroom first LOL and Always finds a way to surprise me every anniversary
Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.
super love. I'm going to be super ghetto and rent "Twilight" books from the library. Once school starts, I'm going to start rock climbing again -- I really do miss it. Although, I'm not sure which gym I'd like to sign up with. UT rock gym is really lame, because they don't really change their routes. Plus, they don't have that many for me to work on. Yet, they're super cheap, convenient, and I can meet new people from my school :) Austin Rock Gym is a lot more fun, padded and just a chill place to go. I think the best part is that not that many people are from UT, and it's fun to get to know different people. Being on campus all the time kind of annoys me, lol..and it's really nice to get away from everyone and find solace somewhere else. I think if I climb and also start on running, I think I can condition myself for Krav Maga! Before I leave Austin, I DEFINITELY want to get worked on that...I want to sign up in the spring ^^
I thought Kate forgot about me, lol, but I'm so so glad she e-mailed me back! I guess I'll be starting this research thing this fall, and I hope that I'm impressive enough to go to the conference! WHAT WHAT!!
Derreck, my boss from work, asked me if I was going to take the LSAT soon. I told him that I'm not sure if "law" is for me anymore...he told me that if I had any doubt at all, I shouldn't pursue it. Uhhh yeah, I'm going to take the certified lawyer's advice..I think he would know more than anyone lol.
Since it's my LAST year at UT, I'm definitely going to try my best to make it the MOST memorable year. Freshman year can't be topped, but I would like to change that this year :) I'm going to try really hard to spend time with my pledge sisters before we all move our separate ways. I really do miss them.
-sigh- I don't know what's ahead for me in the future. I'm beginning to dwell on some things I had placed in the back of my mind, and I'm currently trying to sort that out. I hope I find the answer s soon. Ah well...one day at a time, right? :)
2009-2010, please be good to me!!!
I think it's so fun watching MMA fights! I'm excited to watch BJ Penn again.......he's a hoss! ^^
Once school starts, I'm going to start rock climbing again -- I really do miss it. Although, I'm not sure which gym I'd like to sign up with. UT rock gym is really lame, because they don't really change their routes. Plus, they don't have that many for me to work on. Yet, they're super cheap, convenient, and I can meet new people from my school :) Austin Rock Gym is a lot more fun, padded and just a chill place to go. I think the best part is that not that many people are from UT, and it's fun to get to know different people. Being on campus all the time kind of annoys me, lol..and it's really nice to get away from everyone and find solace somewhere else. I think if I climb and also start on running, I think I can condition myself for Krav Maga! Before I leave Austin, I DEFINITELY want to get worked on that...I want to sign up in the spring ^^