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Monday, September 14, 2009

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 05:27:56 GMT

My boyfriend is super-effin-awesome, because...

He buys me Tiff's Treats when I'm feeling down
                                                       and Watch chick flicks with me (which SOME he likes woohoo!)
         and Let Gizmo&Gambit go pee at 4am, so I can sleep
                                 and Drops me off to my morning classes
and Buys the groceries so I can study

                                                                                             and Tells me the truth
and Goes to the mall with me, even though he's bored and I know it, because he's always playing a game on his cellphone when he waits
                         and Let's me use the restroom first LOL
                  and Always finds a way to surprise me every anniversary

and so much more!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Tue, 25 Aug 2009 05:34:03 GMT

He's Just Not That Into You

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up. If a guy punches you he likes you. Never try to trim your own bangs and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope.

super love.

I'm going to be super ghetto and rent "Twilight" books from the library. Once school starts, I'm going to start rock climbing again -- I really do miss it. Although, I'm not sure which gym I'd like to sign up with. UT rock gym is really lame, because they don't really change their routes. Plus, they don't have that many for me to work on. Yet, they're super cheap, convenient, and I can meet new people from my school :) Austin Rock Gym is a lot more fun, padded and just a chill place to go. I think the best part is that not that many people are from UT, and it's fun to get to know different people. Being on campus all the time kind of annoys me, lol..and it's really nice to get away from everyone and find solace somewhere else. I think if I climb and also start on running, I think I can condition myself for Krav Maga! Before I leave Austin, I DEFINITELY want to get worked on that...I want to sign up in the spring ^^

I thought Kate forgot about me, lol, but I'm so so glad she e-mailed me back! I guess I'll be starting this research thing this fall, and I hope that I'm impressive enough to go to the conference! WHAT WHAT!!

Derreck, my boss from work, asked me if I was going to take the LSAT soon. I told him that I'm not sure if "law" is for me anymore...he told me that if I had any doubt at all, I shouldn't pursue it. Uhhh yeah, I'm going to take the certified lawyer's advice..I think he would know more than anyone lol.

Since it's my LAST year at UT, I'm definitely going to try my best to make it the MOST memorable year. Freshman year can't be topped, but I would like to change that this year :) I'm going to try really hard to spend time with my pledge sisters before we all move our separate ways. I really do miss them.

-sigh- I don't know what's ahead for me in the future. I'm beginning to dwell on some things I had placed in the back of my mind, and I'm currently trying to sort that out. I hope I find the answer s soon. Ah well...one day at a time, right? :)

2009-2010, please be good to me!!!

I think it's so fun watching MMA fights! I'm excited to watch BJ Penn again.......he's a hoss! ^^

I babble too much. Blah lol

Sunday, August 23, 2009

Sun, 23 Aug 2009 16:34:31 GMT

昨日はおもろいでした.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Fri, 21 Aug 2009 16:03:27 GMT

I'm seriously considering doing a backpacking tour in Japan next summer, and possibly make a quick stop at South Korea.

HmMmMMmmmm.....we'll see! I'm going to try and calculate how much this'll all costs, so I can figure out how much I need to save......

My psis sounds serious, so it'll be super fun if we both can go do it.

Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Wed, 05 Aug 2009 15:15:16 GMT

if you're wondering what my background song is in english..here you go.

[CL]
Hey playboy
It’s about time
And your time’s up
I had to do this one for my girls you know
That’s the only way you boys learn

[Minzy]
I can’t ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone’s always off
It doesn’t seem like you’re going to change oh oh

[Dara]
All those girlfriends you call “friends”
Don’t think of me in the same way as them, I won’t let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I’m going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

[CL]
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it’s 5:30 am
Again you say another girl’s name no

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e

[Minzy]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minzy]
Stealing glances at other girl’s legs
You’re so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don’t think that I’ll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

[Dara]
My friends say that you’re not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I’d rather keep it simple, I’m too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

[CL]
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl’s laugh oh no

[Dara]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minzy]
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I’m too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should’ve treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

[CL]
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I’ll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I’ll laugh at you
Loser who’s inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 18:00:42 GMT

this video makes me smile! it's just TOO cute!

Monday, July 27, 2009

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 06:44:47 GMT

thank God i find some of this stuff interesting.

Kamisama wa kiseki o onegaishimasu!
i need to re-learn Japanese again

Friday, July 24, 2009

Fri, 24 Jul 2009 03:24:15 GMT

n.o.s.t.a.l.g.i.c

"Do you remember when we first met? I sure do
It was some time in early September
Though you were lazy about it, you made me wait around
I was so crazy about you, I didn't mind

So I was late for class, I locked my bike to yours
It wasn't hard to find, you'd painted flowers on
Guess that I was afraid that if you rolled away
You might not roll back my direction real soon

Well, I was crazy about you then and now
The craziest thing of all, over ten years have gone by
And you're still mine, we're locked in time
Let's rewind

Do you remember when we first moved in together?
The piano took up the living room
You played me boogie-woogie I played you love songs
You'd say we're playing house now you still say we are

We built our getaway up in a tree we found
We felt so far away though we were still in town
Now I remember watching that old tree burn down
I took a picture that I don't like to look at

Well all these times they come and go
And alone don't seem so long
Over ten years have gone by
We can't rewind, we're locked in time
But you're still mine
Do you remember?"

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 17:28:57 GMT

I have been intrigued with the Iranian issue, and I have been keeping up with it through various media sources. I think the most that touched me is this video (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2UnXP89jlcc) of a simple slideshow depicting images of support from across the globe. It makes me smile that, for once, humanity isn't all just about wars, nuclear missile launches and sanctions. I think this shows that we are all the same in some aspect, and that we live for the same dream: to live life.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Sat, 30 May 2009 07:38:07 GMT

I'm saving some $ for Krav Maga Defense classes...I'm super exciittteeeed! :)